Wow… seriously? It’s like the final few weeks of high school? Feels so surreal. Like I remember doing online school like it was yesterday, trying to wake up in time to not miss getting into the zoom classes with the teachers you were supposed to have at that time. Unlike most others, I was one of those kids who typically showed my face. Gruelingly, I would keep the camera on my face, even if it was only a little bit… I would. And still to this day? I try my hardest to pass my classes. And at this moment, this is the hardest week of my senior year. I have about 3 different presentations and one final, and for me that’s a lot. But hey, it’s finals so I can’t be that mad. But more importantly, how do you feel? Is it scary? Do you feel as if your childhood is ending? Because man, that’s kind of how I feel right now.
It feels so odd… like we’re all finishing our k-12 experience? Jeez… I just, I don’t know what to say. It feels so weird yet so freeing. Ever since I was a kid, I’ve always wanted to be free and do the things I want to do. I wanted to start my career, learn more. But now thinking about it? I wish I would’ve taken is slow, appreciated the freetime I had without having a job and a lot more responsibilities than I had at that time. I didn’t drive, I wasn’t working, I wasn’t even thinking the way I do now. But hey, no need to gloat to on the past. Look towards the future, the possibilities. And if I were you? I’d focus on that, that’s what’s going to matter most.