a-lot of us have rational fears like being scared of spider and heights and sometimes even lady bugs. But today I will be write about my thoughts on growing up and as well as what I’m looking forward to and what I’m not looking up to be dealing with. Growing up is literally apart of life/ Its how we are similar as human beings. No matter what you do, you will only age with time. people will go through so much to get something so little in the end and that’s one of the things that scares me of committing to something. I know that the thing about learning is making mistakes and not making it in the end but when that all depends if I go to school, Join the military, Go to a vocational school, Or just start doing the work force. and that could depend the rest of my life after that. Things will always be changing all thought out my life. Deciding now or at least within the next 1-2 years of my life that’s really scary to me. The things I am looking forward for is the life experiences that I don’t get in a small town like Santa Maria. I want to somehow end up near or even in either New York or San Fransisco with a house and just living in peace for a little bit with those years to come. At the end of the day, We are all growing up and deal with our own emotions and and personality and just hope to all grow with great luck and persistence.