This weather is not for me to be honest so i now lay not to my heater all day everyday, it has become rather sad to be honest. My waters do not work no matter how many I wear. I am almost 100% sure my blood just runs cold because while I’m writing this I am trying to recover from hypothermia. It makes me miss summer and wearing shorts. In the summer I can weather whatever but in the winer all I can wear is 3 jackets and 4 pants plus 5 warm socks, basically it takes away all sense of casual fashion. Being part f the swim team also is questionable in this weather. Swimming rain and 35 degree weather is apparently the prime time to be swimming. I love swim but the weather makes me question how strong I am. The wind, the rain, the cold, the gloomy weather hurts. I’m ready for summer, sun, sun screen, warm weather. I have considered starting to walk around with a heater but it is possible I’ll be electrocuted so I won’t. The weather has me questioning if going to school is worth almost freezing to death. I was born and raised in California I live in 70 degrees maybe 60 but never 30.